It has been 192 days since I bought a domain and hosting server with a purpose of existing as a real human being online so that when I sent out queries, I would have something official to fall back on.

I did not do that.

I let little things distract me. Finish writing this, edit that, play this video game for 18 hours straight- not always appropriate choices for my goals. I’m not a functional adult some days. In fact some days it feels like I’m barely human in real life, too.

2019 is a new year. A chance to refocus on what I want. The steps I need to take to accomplish things. I will do it. I will hold myself accountable. I will begin submitting to agents, and if I’m luck, I will find one by spring.

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